Now the hard part comes, deciding to keep her alive and let her continue to suffer in hopes of finding something that would work down the road or let her go to heaven. My first thought was to keep her here but my heart told me she was ready to go. She had waited all day and when I finally came to her she let me know it was her time to leave this earth. I do believe this in my heart but it breaks my heart at the same time.
She was here with me for 12 years. The memories bottled up in those years are too many to count and so very precious.
I have two other dogs and they are special in their own right but Audrey was the social bug of the family. She never met a stranger...first one to wake me up in the morning...first one to want outside...first one to let me know someone was outside...first one to do most everything around here. When I woke up this morning I was wishing it was all a bad dream. I will cherish the time I had with her and I know she's in Heaven running and being first at everything possible! She will be truly missed each and every day, she was such a sweetheart.
Heavens Newest Angel.....Audrey Pearl